Pain

why university life is so stressful ?
everytime when i study,
i kept telling myself that study is enjoyable,
but how could i lie myself ? and how long ?
don't tell me you enjoyed when the eyes burn and rashed,
it's suffered to shoulder all the pain in the head.
after study until late at night,
it still arrived at the same result,
WHAT FOR ?

Coward

realizing my fault make me a guilty people ,
me to selfish . but i have no brave to make some greeting ,
may be im strangers to you now ,
plus your anger ,
better i took to sink my self in silence ,
to be a coward person in my life as usual .

me bad son

ignored by you doesn't give any sense to me but i never hope that .
i realized you love others more then me .
im the worst son of you and i knew that .
but respecting you is a must .
i'm sorry because cannot be the good one .
thanks god given mother who love me always no matter how is me .