hear me

it seems like i don't know how to showing my feelings
it needs so much strength to deal with that
i have no intention to falling in love
but it just happen
can you hear me ?

doesn't meant

my buddies talk to me how his felt when he was ignored .
i just can said , ''doesn't meant what i want are mine'' .

time

a year zoom very fast . 

1 of 11 luckiest person talk

nothing to say about you my friend but i feel like i owe you so much . i have no words about first love . when there has someone i miss i will contact them and make a long chat . im not dare to dream a very beautiful girl with prettiest face but as long she want a serious relationship thats enough .what people don't know about me is i had one major problem that always happen that i forget what i had said to myself . to be hypocrite will doesn't bring a good solution but might be give big problem , better speak the truth . in my birthday i always hope to discovered a new life and make a new chapter in my life to do anything to be a wiser and strong person . i am confidence in something i have done but easy to lose it if someone judge me . there has many problem in life but i like to picked a random problem and discovered a few different ways of solve it . sometime i fail sometime complete . i want arabic style in my wedding theme that decorated with goldish colours , haha . nothing much i hope 11 years from now but i wish i could be the person that can make my parents proud of me that is more than enough . me , ariff .

gf .

I am single now but there has someone for me i need ,
she always fresh me up ,
 i want say i start to like her ,
but i don't want exaggerating my feelings .

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

 salam ramadhan al-mubarak to all muslimin and muslimat

wide smile

my life were surrounded by people with different kind of various modes which colouring my days .